I know I have hurt you in the past. I will never ever forgive myself for the hurt and pain i caused you, however what happened to me was very unfortunate it wasnt something I did wrong it was something terrible that happened to me. I realise now I could have coped with it in a better way but I was just a kid and felt trapped.I should have thought about your feelings more I was selfish. I dont want you to make the same mistakes as me it will haunt you every day of your life. Every day of my life I live with guilt. we had moved on from the past. You know we belong together God reunited us last year for a reason.