Can you please translate the following letter to Turkish for me? I know it´s long but I also know you people are always here for us and that´s why we are so thankful you exist.

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Do you understand why I want to put an end to our relationship? Do you understand how much it hurts me to do this?

I will try to explain…usually when I feel that a relationship is not going well I am the one to end it in an instant. But with you it’s so different, so confusing, so painful, so hard. It’s not working and I realize that. Even though I try to get over little things, they actually end up hurting me much more than they should. Every brutal sincere word you tell me when you refer to us being together is like a knife in my heart. But I never let you see that. I never show you how much it hurts. But the moment has come to be true to me and to you: we certainly have no future together because we are different and we want different things, because “we are not the best choice for one another “, as you said. This type of relationship we have will last until one of us says stop (me) or gets married (you).

 I don’t think I can go on like this, having to constantly tell myself “don’t fall in love, you have no chance with him”. I don’t think I will be able to forget you either, or to stop talking to you, but I will try. I will be devastated at first but delaying this moment is not good for either of us. I know I will not be happy without you, I know I will regret this, but I at least want to try.

Of course I would like you to say you don’t agree with me, that you don’t want to give up on me, that you know I will not be happy without you in my life, that you will miss me, but unfortunately I also know you don’t care, you are ok with whatever happens because you are emotionally unavailable and cannot have feelings for me. Last November you texted me and said you will never give up on me…what beautiful words, how I wish they were true!

I hope you can understand we cannot stay friends because it would only hurt me more and remind me of the beautiful moments we shared and how they are gone now.

Maybe I shouldn’t say this, but many times I have imagined how it would be like to have a baby with you, hoping that it would make you react and make you want to live and feel. I would have been honored to give you the little girl you want, but then again we have no way of making that happen.

I just want to thank you for every moment of joy and laughter. I thank you for every kiss and every caress you have given or denied me, for everything I learned from you. Nevertheless thank you for making me happy and for having taught me what is important in life: family and love and helping and feeling good about yourself. I wish you find that happiness you deserve so much for being the wonderful man you are. I was lucky to have met you.

I know I will miss you so much that I won’t be able to breathe sometimes (it happened even when we were together). Be well and do the things you need to in order to be happy. Promise me you will be happy someday.

This is too long

Maybe "elveda" is enough for him to understand.