While everyone wants to go forward

I want to return,

I don’t know why.

I want to fill

the time that I waste for nothing

with you

and I think it is just fair.

I want to  -  whatever it is worth  -

learn to know you again

but I know it is impossible

and I just go on with my relationship like a dummy.

You said “don’t love”

but what can I do: I love.

Did I learn my lesson, I don’t know.

I don’t want to understand everything.

Instead of filling my pockets with money

I want to fill them with your love.

I open my palms to pray in the mirhab

without revolting against my creation

saying “Oh my Lord, I only hope

for peace to my wounds.”

I am hoping for the impossible.

But afterwards I am laughing to myself.

Even if I didn’t pray to get you

I am thinking of you now, loving you,

thank God I am ashamed of your shamelessness,

I cannot beg to get you.

hope u dont mind me adding tiny things on your perfect translation Abla.

Yeniden tanışmak senle
...

I want to  -  I know [I am sure] I want to  -

to get to know you again

but I know it is impossible

and I just go on with my relationship like a dummy.

You said “don’t love”

but what can I do: I love.

Did I learn my lesson, I don’t know.

I don’t want to understand everything.

Instead of filling my pockets with money

I want to fill them with your love.

Herkes ileri gitmek isterken
Bilmem neden
Ben,
Geriye dönmek istiyorum…

Boşa gecirdigim yalnız vakitleri
Bence haklı olarak,
Senle doldurmak istiyorum

Yeniden tanışmak senle

While everyone wants to go forward

I want to return,

I don’t know why.

I want to fill

the lonely times that I waste for nothing

with you

and

I think it is just fair.

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Thank you for the corrections, tunci. (It seems that I was in a hurry.)

Well, it is not easy to catch your errors as you dont do often. Thanks God you were in a hurry Abla. You became such master in Turkish Language, Amazing !

A strong overstatement but I like it.

Would you mind explaining this iste|me|si|n|e istiyorum structure a little bit more? My grammar book introduces it but I don´t feel enlightened.

Meaning and Use:

We use this form when there is a obstacle to do something or ´what we do´ does not help ,so usually it is follwed by negative sentences like the following samples;

istemesine istiyorum da/ama param yok

Actually I want it but I don´t have money

We could just say ´istiyorum´/´I want´ but the difference is that it sounds like the speaker really wants it but the only reason is lack of money and he is helpless when we say ´istemesine istiyorum´

The grammar:

iste-mek

iste-mesine

when the verb stem (it is iste- here) has either e,i,ö or ü as last vowel (here the last vowel is e, iste) we add -mesine for all subjects (ben,sen ...)

yap-mak

yap-masına

when the verb stem has either a,ı,o or u we add -masına

this first word is always same for all subjects and in all tenses.

But when you use it with the other tenses you just change the second verb that you use as usual.

istemesine istiyorum ama - I want it but 

istemesine istedim ama - I wanted it but

For more examples and information, you may like to see this link;

http://www.learnturkisheasy.com/phrases/mesineinturkish