ok first i want to say that im very sorry for everything that u have been through in life.

life is not easy but it should make u a stronger person right?. now u can never tell me again that i dont know anything about ur life. i think its so sweet that u were a sheppard. i wish i was ur friend when we were children. our lives are so different. i had a really nice childhood. i cant complain at anything. but i dont understand how u can say that im selfish and only thinking about myself. i have never been a person like that and i never will be. people here loves me so much becuz im a really warm person i care about everyone with all of my heart. i never take anything for granted.

life is not easy but it should make u a stronger person right?. now u can never tell me again that i dont know anything about ur life. i think its so sweet that u were a sheppard. i wish i was ur friend when we were children. our lives are so different. i had a really nice childhood. i cant complain at anything. but i dont understand how u can say that im selfish and only thinking about myself. i have never been a person like that and i never will be. people here loves me so much becuz im a really warm person i care about everyone with all of my heart. i never take anything for granted.

I have vertigo. Today really sucks for me. But here is one more translation attempt:

Hayat kolay değil ama bu insanı güçlü kılıyor değil mi? Artık bana senin hayatın hakkında hiçbir şey bilmediğimi asla söyleyemezsin. Bence çoban olmuş olman çok sevimli bir şey. Keşke çocukken senin arkadaşın olsaydım. Hayatlarımız çok farklı. Ben gerçekten çok hoş bir çocukluk yaşadım. Hiçbir şey hakkında şikayet edemem. Ama bana nasıl bencil olduğumu ve sadece kendimi düşündüğümü söyleyebilirsin anlamıyorum. Ben hiçbir zaman öyle bir insan olmadım ve olmayacağım. Buradaki insanlar beni sıcakkanlı olduğum ve insanları tüm kalbimle önemsediğim için çok seviyor. Ben hiçbir şeyi basite almam.

i dont know what vertigo is but thanks baby