Could someone please help me say 

I have been thinking all afternoon if I leave my job here in the uk you need to try hard to. I need to relay on you - you can´t be late for things and waste money on partying - if we rent together are you sure you have the money ? I´m applying for all the schools do you know of any ? I also need to relay on you finding a place for us to rent ? Are you sure your ready for all this and to start a family in June as I could fall pregnant fast or may take time you need to be sure ? You also need to start a Turkish course. I have decided I will not got out partying any more and just save for turkey ...

Could someone help me say :

I am so confused what to do now – you have confused me ..... I need to know what part i need to look for work, you have to remember if i start work at a school it doesn’t start until September this is when schools open after summer holidays, so i will be moving in August to arrange somewhere to live and get myself settled before i start work. Do you not think it will be a better idea to find a secure job in the area i want to work so you are also settled in a job for when i move ? you sure you have the money to rent an apartment ? i will apply for jobs in Antalya, Lara and Kemer. I wish you had a secure job. i am sure cafe hours and long and pay is bad ? correct? I have no idea what i will do if i don’t find a job... i wish things were easier ....

Bütün öğlen burada İngilteredeki işimi bıraksam senin de çok çaba göstermen gerekeceğini düşündüm. Ben sana dayanmak zorunda olacağım. Sen de artık bazı şeyler için gecikemeyecek ve partilerle paranı israf edemeyeceksin. Eğer beraber bir ev kiralarsak, yeterli paran olacağına emin misin? Ben tüm okullara başvuruyorum. Senin bildiğin bir tane var mı? Ayrıca bizim kiralayacağımız evi bulmak da sana düşecek. Bütün bunlar ve haziranda bir aile başlatmak için hazır mısın? Çok çabuk hamile kalabilirim ya da emin olmaya ihtiyacın varsa ağırdan alabilirim. Sen de bir Türkçe ( you mean English I guess) kursuna başlamalısın. Bundan sonra partilere gitmemeye ve Türkiye için para biriktirmeye karar verdim.