Please could someone help me with a translation i am stuck in turkey pregnant and need help from my partner....
Baran... This message is coming from deep within my heart, so please read carefully and understand everything i have put.
Baran,firstly i want to say i am so sorry, words cant not explain how sorry i am for treating you with so little respect and pride, i am sorry. We all make mistakes in our lives and mess up things from time to time. But Baran you do not know the real me.
I was very depressed sad and hurt on my first 2 weeeks here as i thought you were leaving me to join the army, my heart dropped as i did not want you to leave my side, your my partner my heart.... the tears i cried where tears of pain thinking you were going to leave me. How could i of phyically acted normal during this period knowing you were leaving me. i could not let myself be happy as i did not want you to go.
With regards to men on facebook... in England its very normal to add men on facebook does not mean i want them or anything..... Baran i moved here for you no one else.
With regards to hiting you i was so drunk and hurt for you possibly going on the monday my anger came out as i was so excited for our future and it almost got taken from me.
This is not the normal me.
I think the house we live in also causes problems we have no private space, no normal life.....
I waited so long to start a future here with you, i waited all summer to be with you. Please lets not throw this away.
I am so sorry but please let me show you the real me.
Baran i am also 2 weeks pregannt with your baby. Our Baby. This is a human part of you part of me. i phyically can not have an abortion i am so against this. you say Life goes on without you, but i have part of you in me... we have always dreamed of having a baby now we do....
Every day i dont want arguements i want love fun and respect. and from now on this is what it would be... no more stress no more arguements just love please let me show you how much i love you and want a future with you.
i should of known i was pregnant when i could not stop crying and spots my hormaones are everywhere and thats why i feel and look bad...
i have your baby growing in me, this is something we can not forget ... please have 2-3 days to think about my message and realse i do love you and adore you.
Please ask for Tuesday or wednesday off work, we can meet and talk about the baby? this is urgent...... its a innocent human. and please understand i am so sorry and everyone deserves a chance. Can we argee to meet tuesday or wednesday at 7pm?
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