i have your baby growing in me, this is something we can not forget ... please have 2-3 days to think about my message and realse i do love you and adore you. 

Please ask for Tuesday or wednesday off work, we can meet and talk about the baby? this is urgent...... its a innocent human. and please understand i am so sorry and everyone deserves a chance. Can we argee to meet tuesday or wednesday at 7pm? 

Lütfen Salı veya  Çarşamba günü işten izin al, buluşup bebek hakkında konuşuruz. Ok mi ? Bu acil bir durum..... Bebeğimiz masum ve günahsız bir canlı.. ve lütfen anla beni, çok üzgünüm. Herkes bir şans daha verilmeyi hak etmiyor mu ?. Salı ya da Çarşamba akşam 7´de buluşalım mı? Olur mu ?

thank you so much xxxx

Could someone help me say...

I have just skyped my parents they gave me some very good advice about everything. 

 If i could turn back the clock to when i arrived at the airport i would i wish i had smiled more i wish i had said thank you more i wish i had kissed you more and i wish i respected you more. i was in a bad place baran with your army news please understand that. things wil change i love you and i have you child. we need to try for the baby.

My father said how would baran feel if he was in england didnt speak english had no family and no friends you would feel so bad like i do. I have no one here.

we have both spent so much money and effort trying to live together here ....waited so long lets not throw this away after just 3 weeks..

i want to make you happy and ill do anything for you. 

my dad suggested if ... we meet maybe 2 times a week casual and have a nice time to build up trust and to see if relationship is worth saving.... do you agree? we need to do this for the baby not for ourselves.... can we try and make up baran ? i know you have agood heart deep down so please try....... 

i am sure in life you have made mistakes and wanted to make up for them, thats how i feel now i would do anything to start again wih you...

I have just skyped my parents they gave me some very good advice about everything. 

 If i could turn back the clock to when i arrived at the airport i would i wish i had smiled more i wish i had said thank you more i wish i had kissed you more and i wish i respected you more. i was in a bad place baran with your army news please understand that. things wil change i love you and i have you child. we need to try for the baby.

Az önce Skype´ta annemgille konuştum. Bana bütün bu olan bitenle alakalı öğütler verdiler.

Zamanı geri döndürebilseydim, yani havaalanına indiğim o ana gidebilmeyi isterdim. Keşke sana daha çok güleryüz gösterebilseydim. Sana daha çok teşekkür edip seni daha çok öpebilseydim. Ve sana daha çok saygı gösterseydim. Anla beni Baran zira senin askere gitme haberinden dolayı kötü bir durumda hissettim kendimi. Durumlar değişecek biliyorsun seni seviyorum ve senden bir çocuğum olacak. Bebek için bunu denemeliyiz.

My father said how would baran feel if he was in england didnt speak english had no family and no friends you would feel so bad like i do. I have no one here.

we have both spent so much money and effort trying to live together here ....waited so long lets not throw this away after just 3 weeks..

i want to make you happy and ill do anything for you. 

my dad suggested if ... we meet maybe 2 times a week casual and have a nice time to build up trust and to see if relationship is worth saving.... do you agree? we need to do this for the baby not for ourselves.... can we try and make up baran ? i know you have agood heart deep down so please try....... 

i am sure in life you have made mistakes and wanted to make up for them, thats how i feel now i would do anything to start again wih you...

Babam şunu önerdi : " Haftada iki kez buluşun, beraber hem iyi vakit geçirin hem de birbirinize olan güveni güçlendirin. Böylece ilişkinizin devam etmesine değer bir ilişki olup olmadığını anlayacaksınız. "

Sen bu öneriye ne dersin ? 

Bunu bebek için yapmamız gerekir kendimiz için değil.... Bunu deneyelim mi Baran ? Biliyorum sen temiz yürekli birisin. Lütfen deneyelim....

Eminim senin de hayatında hata yaptığın zamanlar ve bu hataları düzeltmek istediğin zamanlar olmuştur. İşte ben de tam böyle hissediyorum şu an. Seninle ilişkimize yeniden başlamak için her şeyi yaparım..

This is sad to read, and I hope you can patch up your relationship. Some important advice from another concerned dad, please do not drink excessively whilst pregnant, as you can cause problems for your unborn baby. 

Tunci.....you are very good to translate all of this You are a very kind heart

lucybevan1988 I wish you the best

Senin yaptiklarin sana olan sevgimi askimi herseyi aldi goturdu bana hep bir yabanci gibi davrandin  hak etmedigim sozler soyledin normal olarak senden sogudum... Ve bunlari seninle ilk defa degil cok kez yasadim ve yoruldum artik sensiz bir hayat dusunuyorum aci cekmek istemiyorum bebek varsa ve bendense bebek dogana kadar sana bakarim....

Ben herseyi cok iyi anliyorum ve iyi biliyorum bana birseyler anlatmaya calismayi birak... Yoruldum anladinmi sacmaliklardan.. Sana asik olmustum evet ama bu yasadiklarim yani senin yaptiklarin sana olan ..Sevgimi sana askimi hersey

hastaneye gidecegiz bulustugumuz zaman kesinlikle benimle konusmaya calisma....

His reply I am scared to understand