Baran those words are very very very harsh and spiteful......

I would do anything for a child and i would do anything for you, do you not understand i have been a bitch peoples i have moved to a new home, Army.... and because my Hormones as i was pregnant. maybe research pregnancy online and look at side effects ... 

i was always crying, moaning, telling you i dont normally have spots these are all pregnancy side effects .... Can you not understant this is not the REAL ME you fell in love with. i am a loving caring and thoughtful person i just wish you would understand why i acted like i did. 

First 12 weeks of pregnacy is VERY HARD FOR ALL WOMEN THEY DO CRAZY THINGS! Please stop being narrow minded and forgive people.. You only LIVE ONCE! its too short to hate people. 

Baran your saying IF there is a real baby.... Ok why would i ask you to come to hospital with me if i was lying????? i am not that stupid i am asking you as i need a scan and i need to have injections as my blood type.. BELIEVE ME there is a real baby and its yours..... the hospital can tell you this....... i am really not that stupid to ask you to come to hospital if i was lying..

I messed up yes!!!! all i wanted to do was feel pretty and stunning for you but i felt so down but its becuase of my hormones for the baby we produced...... 

We produced this baby it needs us both!!! 

Baran please stop being narrow minded and accept people make mistakes and forgive them..... please...

Are you going to be part of this babies life? 

PLEASE CAN SOMEONE TRANSLATE ITS SO URGENT I AM PREGANT AND ALONE IN TURKEY 

Also i need help saying.

Baran you will never take a baby away from its mother we can be good parents together....

Baran i admit i was horrible to you i admit i was bad...... Most people would not admit their faults but i have...... Can you not understand it was not me.. you feel in love with me 9 months ago that was the real me... ask yourself this would i have lucy tattoed  on me if i never loved her

Your so handsome funny sexy charming tooo good for me... i looked at myself in a the mirror and thought wow i am not good enough for this amazing man,..... I cant speak turkish to laugh with him... i look ugly because i have spots all over my body. i felt i was not good enough for you.. i always throught you could do better than a ugly english girl like me You can do better than me and being pregnant i felt this...

Maybe ask you mother how people act pregnant 1st 12 weeks are so hard you do crazy stuff eat crazy stuff your  body does crazy stuff and your always sick!!! its called pregnancy but you produce that amazing baby....... its all worth it... when its born..... please think about things and dont be narrow minded ... i felt so bad i wanted to just laugh with you i am a funny person if you understood english better and i know your a funny person too... 

THE FIRST PART 

Baran those words are very very very harsh and spiteful......

I would do anything for a child and i would do anything for you, do you not understand i have been a bitch peoples i have moved to a new home, Army.... and because my Hormones as i was pregnant. maybe research pregnancy online and look at side effects ... 

Baran, onlar çok kırıcı ve kindar sözler….

Çocuğumuz ve senin için her şeyi yaparım, anlamıyor musun ?  Biliyorum, çok dırdır yaptığım oldu .. yeni bir eve taşınmam senin askerlik durumun ve bunun sebebi hormonlarım hamile olduğum için yani hormonsal değişimler... İnternetten hamilelik ve yan etkileri hakkında bak istersen..

i was always crying, moaning, telling you i dont normally have spots these are all pregnancy side effects .... Can you not understant this is not the REAL ME you fell in love with. i am a loving caring and thoughtful person i just wish you would understand why i acted like i did. 

Hep ağlıyor ,sızlanıyor ve sana normalde beneklerim olmadığını söylüyordum..bunlar hep gebeliğin yan etkileri.... Anlayamıyor musun bu aşık olduğun BEN değildim. Ben aslında şefkatli ve düşünceli birisiyim. Sadece benim neden öyle davrandığımı anlamanı istiyorum.

First 12 weeks of pregnacy is VERY HARD FOR ALL WOMEN THEY DO CRAZY THINGS! Please stop being narrow minded and forgive people.. You only LIVE ONCE! its too short to hate people.

Hamileliğin ilk 12 haftası bütün kadınlar için ÇOK ÇOK ZORDUR , KADINLAR BU DÖNEMDE APTALCA ŞEYLER YAPARLAR ! “  Lütfen dar görüşlü olmayı bırak ve insanları affet.. BU DÜNYAYA SADECE BİR KEZ GELİYORUZ !  Hayat insanlardan nefret edecek kadar uzun değil.  

Baran your saying IF there is a real baby.... Ok why would i ask you to come to hospital with me if i was lying????? i am not that stupid i am asking you as i need a scan and i need to have injections as my blood type.. BELIEVE ME there is a real baby and its yours..... the hospital can tell you this....... i am really not that stupid to ask you to come to hospital if i was lying..

Baran GERÇEKTEN BİR BEBEK var mı diye soruyorsun....Eğer yalan söylüyorsam o zaman neden benimle hastaneye gelmeni istedim ????? O kadar aptal değilim..Hastaneye gelmeni istedim zira test yaptırmam gerek ayrıca kan grubuna göre diğer gerekli enjeksiyonları yaptırmak için... BANA İNAN gerçek bir bebek var ortada ve o bebek senin bebeğin.... Hastaneye sor sana söylerler...Yalan söylüyorsam benimle hastaneye gelmeni istemezdim..Yani o kadar aptal değilim..

I messed up yes!!!! all i wanted to do was feel pretty and stunning for you but i felt so down but its becuase of my hormones for the baby we produced...... 

We produced this baby it needs us both!!! 

Baran please stop being narrow minded and accept people make mistakes and forgive them..... please...

Are you going to be part of this babies life? 

Biliyorum her şeyi berbat ettim !!  İstediğim tek ey sana güzel gözükmekti ama moralim o kadar bozuktu ki...ama kendimi böyle hissetmem beraber yaptığımız bebeğimizin vücudumda neden olduğu hormonsal değişiklikler yüzünden...

Bu bebeği beraber ikimiz yaptık o yüzden bu bebeğin ikimize de ihtiyacı var !!

Baran, lütfen dar görüşlü olmayı bırak , insanların hata yapabileceklerini kabul et ve onlari affet...lütfen....

Bu bebeğin hayatında yer alacak mısın ? 

Just an advice, You should stop dreaming about a future in Turkey and you should go back to your own country England with or without him. Keep the baby and for a good future for your baby go back to England. Cus in this drama, the most important person is not you or him, it is the BABY ! 

If you want to have a good life for the baby you should take your responsibility and think reasonable. What are you expecting in a country where you dont know the language , no permisson to work and you have nobody to talk except a boyfriend whom you can´t even communicate with.  

SECOND PART 

Baran you will never take a baby away from its mother we can be good parents together....

Baran i admit i was horrible to you i admit i was bad...... Most people would not admit their faults but i have...... Can you not understand it was not me.. you feel in love with me 9 months ago that was the real me... ask yourself this would i have lucy tattoed  on me if i never loved her

Baran hiçbir zaman bir bebeği annesinden ayıramazsın. Beraber iyi bir anne-baba olabiliriz.

Baran kabul ediyorum sana karşı çok rezilce davrandım…kötü davrandım..Çoğu insan hatasını kabul etmez…ama ben kabul ediyorum…Anla lütfen o kişi ben değildim..yani sana öyle kötü davranan kişi gerçek ben değildim… 9 ay önce bana aşık olduğun kişiyim ben…

Eğer Lucy’yi hiç sevmediysem  neden vücuduma Lucy dövmesi yaptırdım diye kendine sor….

Your so handsome funny sexy charming tooo good for me... i looked at myself in a the mirror and thought wow i am not good enough for this amazing man,..... I cant speak turkish to laugh with him... i look ugly because i have spots all over my body. i felt i was not good enough for you..  i always throught you could do better than a ugly english girl like me  You can do better than me and being pregnant i felt this...

Çok yakışıklı, komik ve çekici birisin.yani bana çok fazlasın….Aynada kendime baktım ve dedim ki Vay be ben bu harika adama layık değilim....Türkçe bilmediğim için onunla şakalaşamıyorum bile.... Çirkin görünüyorum çünkü vücudum beneklerle dolu....Sana yeterli olmadığımı hissettim..  Benim gibi çirkin bir ingiliz kızından daha iyisine layıksın.   Hamile olmam falan benim böyle hissetmeme neden oldu.

Maybe ask you mother how people act pregnant 1st 12 weeks are so hard you do crazy stuff eat crazy stuff your  body does crazy stuff and your always sick!!! its called pregnancy but you produce that amazing baby....... its all worth it... when its born..... please think about things and dont be narrow minded ... i felt so bad i wanted to just laugh with you i am a funny person if you understood english better and i know your a funny person too... 

Annene sor,   hamile kadınlar hamileliklerinin ilk 12 haftasında nasıl davranırlar… çok zor bir dönemdir onlar için,  aptalca şeyler yaparlar deli gibi yerler, vücudun dengesi bozulur ve kendilerini hep kötü hisseder mideleri bulanır..!! Bu gebeliktir işte. Ama sonunda harika bir bebek ortaya çıkar…. Yani bebek doğduğunda çekilen tüm zorluklara  değer..  Lütfen bu şeyleri düşün ve dar görüşlü olma…. Kendimi o kadar kötü hissettim ki seninle beraber gülmek kahkaha atmak istedim….Aslında ben komik birisiyimdir eğer ingilizce bilseydin bunu anlardın…Biliyorum sen de komik birisisin…

Great. Sounds like you are learning a lot. Perhaps you have some questions about Turkish grammar?

Thank you for your help i agree..... but its early days i have been such a bad girlfriend to him and i know he will regret this i think and i hope he is just mad and need 2-3 days to take this reality in... as he is a good man but its been so hard for me to move to turkey.... 

its so hard...... 

i am giving it 3 weeks if he has not come to sense i will return to england and be with my family but your completely correct....

Baran can understand some english but with such importance i want him to understand everything fully..... as this baby is so important he needs to take responsibity i am scared to send my message and his reply but i am just so desprate for help to translate such an important sad topic 

and finally you do not realise how grateful i am for your translation..... i mean that 

My guess is; you wont back to UK and you will keep go on to send your words for translate to here after his some lovely words... We have seen that film before.