Baran i am begging you and so are my Family....

The pain i am feeling in my heart now is sooo bad sooo bad i am carrying your baby and i have so much regret for how i have treated you in the past. 

Baran, i am alone in turkey pregnant,my parents have begged you to help me until they come in 2 weeks they will be coming to antalya. 

Do you have a new girlfriend? Please be honest ?  

Baran i need to know what you want me to do = you cant keep saying its up to lucy..... as its your baby not just mine? we need to be adults now..... 

Please my mother sees you like her son..... she said Baran please help and support this baby.... 

Baran being pregnant without you by my side is making me act crazy and do crazy things ..... 

Baran please..... help me you created this baby.

I have deleted every man off facebook.  i just want the father of my baby in my life.. no one else just you..... im carrying part of you inside me 

Baran i need these answers from you.

1. Do i have abortion?

2. if no abortion will you see your child?

3. Do you want to be at the birth?

4. Do u want to be part of your babies life? 

5. Do you have a new girlfriend? 

Baran i am sooo sorry for how crazy i have acted i just can not believe i am pregnant and your not with me : ( its killing me sooooooooo much. I wish you understood how much i LOVE YOU BARAN ..... 

I don´t understand the subject exactly. But there´re some problems to solve.

I would ask you some questions but it´s your private affair. 

It seems like you treated him badly in past and he left you but you´re carrying his baby.

Baran...... I don´t know you but i wanna say something. This is your baby, man. Not someone else´s. So you gotta support them. When the baby gets older, he/she´s gonna want to know that where her/his father when he/she was a baby. And, don´t forget that maybe one day you want to  you want to see him/her. Make a claim to this woman and your babe, it´s not easy to grow a child alone for a woman i think. Yeah, women seem strong because if they seem weak, people think that they can bring her down. But in fact, they need a man. Really.

Whatever. It´s up to you. It´s not my business to interfere your affrain. 

Baran i am begging you and so are my Family....

The pain i am feeling in my heart now is sooo bad sooo bad i am carrying your baby and i have so much regret for how i have treated you in the past. 

Baran, i am alone in turkey pregnant,my parents have begged you to help me until they come in 2 weeks they will be coming to antalya.  

Do you have a new girlfriend? Please be honest ?  

Baran ben ve ailem sana yalvarıyoruz lütfen....

Yüreğim o kadar çok acıyor ki... Senin bebeğini taşıyorum ve geçmişte sana öyle davrandığım için o kadar pişmanım ki....

Baran, Türkiye’de yalnızım ve hamileyim..ailem onlar gelene kadar yani iki haftaya kadar bana yardım etmeni istediler senden...Antalya’ya gelecekler...

Yeni bir kız arkadaşın var  mı ?  Lütfen dürüstçe cevap ver.

Baran, benden ne istediğini bilmem lazım =  Sürekli, “ Lucy’e bağlı diyemezsin ”...sadece benim bebeğim değil senin de bebeğin o. Artık yetişkin gibi davranmalıyız.

Baran lütfen.....lütfen yardım et bana..sen yaptın bu bebeği..

Facebook’tan tüm erkekleri sildim.. Tek isteğim bebeğin babasının hayatımda olması...kimse değil..sadece seni istiyorum... Senden bir parçayı taşıyorum içimde..

Baran, senden bu soruların cevaplarını almaya ihtiyacım var.

1. Kürtaj mı olacağım?

2. Eğer kürtaj yoksa, çocuğunu görecek misin?

3. Doğumunda orada olmak istiyor musun?

4. Bebeklerinin hayatının bir parçası olmak istiyor musun?

5. Yeni bir kız arkadaşın var mı?

Baran zamanında çılgınca davrandığım için çok üzgünüm.

Sadece hamile olduğuma ve senin benimle olmadığına inanamıyorum.

Bu beni gerçekten öldürüyor. Keşke SENİ NE KADAR SEVDİĞİMİ anlasaydın Baran......

Baran senden şu soruları cevaplamanı istiyorum.

1- Kürtaj olayım mı ? 

2- Kürtaj olmazsam çocuğunu görecek misin ? 

3- Doğumda yanımda olacak mısın ?

4- Çoçuğun hayatında olacak mısın ? 

5- Yeni bir kız arkadaşın var mı ?

Geçmişte sana karşı o kadar salakça davrandığım için çok çok üzgünüm... hamileyim ve sen benim yanımda değilsin buna inanamıyorum.... bu durum beni öldürüyor... Seni ne kadar çok SEVDİĞİMİ bir anlayabilsen keşke Baran...

i have sent you a private message can you please check.

I always want to say..... 

Baran people are saying calm down calm down i have 12 weeks to have an abortion after this date its too late. i came to antalya to start my fairy tale dream with you ...... i am soooo sorry for how i have acted you know it wont happened again.

People say calm down stop messaing baran give him space. but how can i give you space if i am so scared and confusedwhat to do.

I NEED ONE STRAIGHT ANSWER FROM YOU. 

Will you be part of this babies life. If yes i can keep baby. If no its possible to bring baby up alone.. Baran i need answers so i dont have to keep asking like a crazy girl and messaging you so much... once i have answers i can make plans...

I wish people would see the PAIN I AM CURRENTLY IN!!! AND HOW SCARED I AM its turning me crazy!!!! 

Baran this is serious now we need answers..... as we are running out of time. i messed up in the past but this baby my family your family they are done nothing wrong we need to make a decison and stick by it...

If you want i can go home in two weeks and remove the baby? is that what you want??? 

i deleted all men off facebook i do not want anyone just you and our baby xxx 

Feysbuk´umdaki tüm erkekleri sildim. Sadece seni ve bebeğimizi istiyorum, başka kimseyi istemiyorum hayatımda.

Baran, bu ciddi bir durum, artık bazı şeyleri cevaplamamız lazım....zaman geçiyor. Geçmişi mahvettim ama bu bebeğin, benim ailemin ve senin ailenin bir suçu yok, karar vermemiz lazım ve bu karara bağlı kalmamız lazım. 

İstersen iki hafta içinde İngiltere´ye dönebilirim ve bebeği aldırabilirim ? istediğin bu mu ?

How do you say 

And you were on what´sapp chatting to oyku rather than to me about your daughter or son shows your not wanting to be a father if some young crazy Turkish girl means more to you than your baby ... You should be ashamed ... Hate me but not your baby.... You should not pick anyone over your unborn baby ... This baby should be your life it´s your blood Baran we created it together... Take responsiblity like an decent man would ... I know I was a bad girlfriend I can´t say sorry any more and I am soooo sorry ... But please Baran do not punish your child for this ... Meet me face to face one time talk about where I have baby if you want to see it then we never need to talk again meet me once then your never hear from me but have some responsibility chatting to some Turkish girl over you baby is wrong in so many ways .... Just meet me let´s talk like adults then we never need to what´s app call nothing again 

I came to turkey for you ... I can´t say sorry anymore apart from things will change ... But do not hate your baby for my mistakes so let´s act 20 years old and meet and decide our babies future come on Baran let´s be adults now stop punishing this poor baby please stop hurting it ... I know you have a heart Baran 

SORRY GUYS LAST MESSAGE.

Baran if you could feel the pain in my heart now words can not discribe .... you are so cold and you have no Heart. 

I can not say sorry any more than i have to you. I wish i could change everything but i can not. its the past now. 

Please do not punish your baby for my misakes things will change. 

We need to meet and decide for the baby the messages and calling eachother names is so unhealthy and like child play. We need to be HONEST FORWARD AND GET ANSWERS here. 

Your regret not seeing your baby i know you baran.

We need to meet make a plan. This baby needs you. Please please do not hurt your baby over my problems please...... my parents love and adore you baran .... 

But please do not pick Oyku over your unborn baby shes just a turkish girl this baby is your blood and your CHILD please see straight....your doing crazy things. this baby should be your number one...... not me not another girl this baby 

Baran please please show you have a heart and meet me to discuss this baby i know i have been a bad girlfriend but how your treatng me now i wouldnt even treat a dog like this..... its cruel Ğ

I don´t like the sentence of yours below : One can only be proud with being a Turkish girl. 

But please do not pick Oyku over your unborn baby shes just a turkish girl 

I love turkish girls but this girl is crazy and threatening me and my baby 

Türk kızlarını severim ama bu kız deli beni ve bebeğimi tehdit ediyor.