When you say words like I have a new girlfriend ... It kills me so much where I have your baby inside me I can´t control the pain I am feeling in my heart when I am pregnant with your baby . I am so sorry I can´t control feeling hurt

you say I hurt you in the past well the pain I am feeling now I would rather be dead 😢 my heart dropped when you said already within 10 days you have a new women and me your baby and my family are like strangers to you. I really thought you had a heart Baran 😢 really ...

telling me me you love someone already has caused me so much pain you said I hurt you well this is soooo much worse when your baby is growing inside of me ..

Baran and do you understand how frustrating it is when I regret how I treated you. This will never be like that never ... We have a baby to look after ... You have a heart Baran you can´t turn your back on your baby I know you can´t ... I know deep down you have a heart ...

i wish i could turn back time I would do everything so different ..

its true * you do not know what you have until it´s gone * 

baran can you not see I am like this as I´m so sorry I´m sure in life you have made mistakes ...

i dont want want to be partying I want to be snuggling in bed with our little baby together like we dreamed 

I should of trusted you ... I should of never given you stress over other girls I knew I was always in your heart ....

i should of said thank you more I should of laughed more I should of told you I loved you more I was always worried you could find better especially when your pregnant you do crazy things it´s hormones ....

baran be open minded and realise I have learnt from my mistakes I just want happiness and love for my baby .....

hate me but I know many many bad men who still be fathers even if they hate the girl ... We can have the baby separate days ... You can have it days off... Your regret not seeing your little baby grow show you have a heart baran please I don´t think your seeing straight 

How do you say 

I want you to come home from work to see your little baby waiting to see you and hug you ... This will show you unconditional love for the rest of your life

Thank you anyone for your help thank you