A little long letter. really need help to translation. Plsssssss...a lot of thanks

Honey, I’m sorry for what I did. I didn’t mean to hurt you.
If I think back when we were together last year. You not show out your emotion much to me. I always talked to all my man friends like normally and you never complain about that. Well, this time I didn’t expect you will be jealous when I talked to them.
( I say them ‘coz I talk to everybody the same and nobody special for me )
I just want to tell you that since I came back here. Every moment time we spend together. It’s wonderful and I'm very happy. Without say the words ‘ I LOVE YOU’ you show me in other way that you love me and you really do.
I cant promise you anything but I will do my best. I came back to Holland just because of you, even I have to away from my work and it’s take a lot of risk but I don’t care. I just want to show you how much you mean to me and how much I love you. And I will always.