I made a little lie to you today, my sister and his Turkish husbands family are staying in name and name and they are talking to move there for one year. But when I am not sure..
I also have been thinking of moving to name for 1 year, I want to learn Turkish 100 %.But when I don’t know.. I start my Turkish class 21.9 in name I hope you can take some English class in winter?

I’m sorry canim, but I need to be sure that you like me or just that you want to go out of Turkey, you know that I have been in Alanya for 3 last year and I have seen so many bad things there and in my restaurant. What my waiters and other Turkish men did to girls that fall in love with them. Also my old Turkish man was lying to me, cheat me and used me. He was at same time with one women from England, she called me and told me for some time before.. I really was so sad and chocked about that.. It’s not easy to forget..
I have so much problem to trust men this days. One of my waiter married one German woman she is 56 and he is 26! And the VISA people did not give him visa, because they understood that it’s was just try to come to England. I am super sceptic about Turkish men after this 3 years

And that is also because you just say that you loved me after a few time? Tamam, I also felt something in name, but I don’t love you yet. Love takes time. I am again sorry that I “tested” you, really you answer that name doesn’t matter and I really believe you now.

I write today in MSN ” I have fell in love with you” not that I LOVE YOU, that’s different canim… I don’t fell in love so easily..

I am sorry that I have been so “stupid” this last days but it’s really difficult for me to involved my self with a new man if I can’t trust him, and that we can’t even speak together makes it very hard.. And I am 5 years older than you, and that’s for me a little strange, I really don’t like that, but love is love

If you still want and trust me again I will come and spend 9 days with you in Istanbul 10.9

You are truly in my heart, I think about you all the time. We can just relax and see how we will be after I have been in Istanbul..

I have booked one room with 2 beds if you want we can stay together, I don’t want to sleep alone…

You can just answer in Turkish when you have time, I’ll have it translate…



I`m sorry for this loong letter, but it`s very importent for me, thank you so much who will do the "dirty job"
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