Hello my darling,

Thank you for your email,

I am not sure what the future holds for us either, we spent 4 weeks together and they were the happiest of my life and i didnt want them to end. You have been the only man that i have meet that i thought that i would want to have your children and i could see us getting old together, I want to be with you but the distance between us makes it hard, I am glad there is msn so at least i can see you and talk.

I want to come and see you again i just need to find out from work when i can come i have looked into flights and no one flys to dalaman until April and you go into the army then so i would need to come early april or fly to some where else in turkey, i want to see you before you go into the army so we can talk about the plans we want to make.

When you go into the army we will not be able to chat as much and you have to spend 15 months there, which also makes it harder for us to see each other and make plans for a future but not impossible we can always write to each other, it depends on what we both want for the future

I never want you to obligated to me because of what i done i want you to want me because you love me. So do you want us to have a future together because you love me or just because you feel obligated?

But no matter what happens in the future i want you to no there will always be a very special place for you in my heart and i will never loose contact with you and you will allways remain my true love and friend.

Please please please please help me with my translation i no it is very long but it is very important to me i would appriciate your help thank you thank you thank you xxxxxxxx

thanks so much for your help xxxxxxxx