SORRY FOR THE LONG TEXT..... I UNDERSTAND IT WILL TAKE A WHILE....


Thanks for your friendship again. You and Marian are the only ones I can trust. I don't understand why Sara changed so much. I chatted with her almost every day during two years, I came to her five times. The first time I saw her was a year before I met you. I travelled by car from Marrmaris to Eskisehir, by night, all night long. I arrived in the morning. And I had to drive back the same evening. I drove 1500 km, more than 20 hours, only to see her a few hours. During the year I met you, I came to turkey four times. Sara always talked bad about Ibrahim. Her only visited her when he wanted, not when she wanted. He didn't care much about her. Sara said a lot of times, she deserved much better. I felt she loved me. She was the first to kiss me. We were very very close. We promised eachother that we would never forget eachother. You already know that. And that we would be there for eachother, no matter what happened.
Ibrahim made her pregnant. She was in my hotelroom, when she did the test. It was the first time I saw her cry.
Ibrahim didn't want to come. SHe had to do abortion.
I wanted that she should keep the baby. I told her she could come to belgium, that I would care for her.
But, she was too afraid, and she did the abortion.
Zerrin, a friend of zerrin, me and sara went to the doctor.
It hurted me so much, that she was in pain.
She rested in my hotelroom. I cared for her.
When I was at your place, together with her, she told me in her sleep she was in love with me.
I guess, if I was turkish, things would have been different.
The last day I was with her, she kissed me all evening.
She said a few times that ibrabim would come a few days later. She was very afraid.
She said he already hit her before.
It's all so terrible. I still can't sleep well....
She is very special. The things she says and does now are so strange. I guess it's the influence of Ibrahim.
He once trheatend me by phone, so ...
I feel so helpless here...
If I was turkish... if I lived there. I even wanted to move to Turkey for her. SHe asked me about a visa, so she could come to me...
ooooh, I worry so much....
I hope Marian and you are still very happy. When I was with you, I saw you were very happy.
I hope everything is alright with you.
your friend,