I KNOW ITS SO LONG BUT IF ANYONE HAS GOT THE SKILL TO TRANSLATE THIS I WOULD APPRECIATE IT SO MUCH
Dear family
Before I start my lines I present my respect and love to all of you. Sadly for me, I am not going to be a member of the family for much longer. None of the family have made any contact with me or Ayse since January, so I only can guess that the family are angry with me. I am very sad about this . Firstly I would just like to apologise if when I was in Turkey last year i seemed to be rude..This was not my intention at all I am very grateful that you let me stay in your home and made me feel welcome and I thank you for this. However a lot has happened since then and I still feel that me and Ayse should have been included in ali's plans in January,.. Im not the type of person to begrudge him the chance of seeing the family ..afterall I gave 4 years of my life fighting for Alis visa so he could spend lots of time with you all..!!!!!!! .However despite disagreeing on this issue I still love Ali very much ...I just cannot understand why since returning from Turkey he has completely changed. The day he arrived back he told me that our marriage was over and he would be getting a divorce as soon as possible...I just find this an heartless thing to do ..we have a beautiful daughter together and a 5 year history ...why would he want to let all of that go over a few arguments. Its just so unlike Alis character. Me and Ali have been so dependant on eachother and looked after eachother through some hard times so why does he want me out of his life so quickly now?? All of this has upset me so much I am a great believer in marriage and I believe that marriage should be forever..Even though months have passed I feel very low .Since he left I feel like half of me has died , but I also have to keep on going for Ayse . I cant explain how much your son means to me....I love him more than words can say..I have only agreed to divorce because I love him .. I could not go against what I believe in for any other person . Divorce is the hardest thing that I will do in my life letting go of someone you love is heartbreaking ..and I really dont want to do it. I know that my heart will be oforever broken if I give up on my marriage...but Ali leaves me with no choice . Theres not just ali and me to consider in this theres our daughter too and I just feel ..she will be missing out on a family life ..I really dont like the idea of her growing up with divorced parents..Me and ali were both lucky to have parents that didnt divorce ..and I want the same for our little girl aswell I also want her to have siblings. I want her to grow up understanding just how important family is ..but if we divorce we will be setting a very bad example to her..I want her to have family values. I just wanted you all to know my side of things and I just wanted you to know that Ali is so very important to me ..I am extremely worried about him at the moment he is very depressed and looks ill..I want to look after him so much but he just wont let me. I wish him happiness for the future I just wish I was part of it.No other woman could ever love him as much as I do ..my love for him is unconditional. I dont think badly of him he is a very good person I just feel he has made some very bad decisions recently which I think one day he will regret..Thanks for reading this letter..I just wanted to make my side of things clear..Goodbye and God bless you are all never far away from my thoughts.

vayyyyyyy k_s aferin! this must have taken you a very long time

k_s, You are a true gentlemen to do this translation, and so quickly tooooooooo.

ks cok akillisin

THANK YOU KEMAL YOU ARE THE BEST XX I APPRECIATE IT SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH