I apologize if I came across upset with you yesterday. I just get very frustrated when I have the opportunity to talk with you and you are not availabe. These opportunities are few and far between. I understand that you have responsibilities and a life of your own. Nevertheless, it makes me sad when I cannot speak with you.

Anyway, enough of that. The space you have taken in my heart is quite tremendous. You are in my thoughts all day and night. I dream of the day that we will meet. I am not concerned about the language barrier at all. I am a quick learner and if I ever get the chance to meet you I assure you I will try my best to learn Turkish quickly. And quite honestly I think it would be fun teaching each other new languages.

I need you to know that I am being truthful when I say that I love you. I don't know what you have done to me. From that first initial week that I started talking with you, you have not left my heart. I guess love at first sight does exist. Anytime you entered chat my heart would race and I was so excited. But I had to contain myself and that was so hard. I would actually be shaking. It is strange how love affects ones body literally. Just know that I keep you tucked away in a very special place within my heart and I pray that we will meet one day. Until then you will remain in my dreams, the ones you make sweet.

Can someone possibly translate this for me? Thank you bunches!

sorry, for now I can manage only with Turkish to English, help her guys!

Thank you anyway Ayla. I'm sorry it is so long, but you get wrapped up in a thought and it is hard to cut it short.