bana bu kadar değer verdiğini bilmiyodum.......dayanacak gücüm kalmadı..sana inndım kadir arkdaşımız dedin inandım.niye gelmedin haaaaa niye .sana bunları hakedecek ne şerefsizlik ettim.....cumaya gelirim demiştin yaa artık gelip gelmiyeceğini kestiremiyorum...ben senin için çoktan bitmişim be kadir...o kadar büyüktüki aşkım okadar saftıki senin cafelerin alt bölmelerin olacağın aklıma bile gelmedi.ders çalışıyorsundur diye düşünüyordum..niye üzülüyorum biliyon mu hakettiğim karşılığı alamıyorum yaaa..neyse kafanı bozdum yine işn vardır.biraz uzun oldu kusura bakma..bekletme fazla kırılırlar falan.

I didn't know that you appreciated me that much, I don't have any strength to endure any more, I believed you Kadir, you said "our friend" and I believed, why didn't you come, why? What dishonorable thing I've done to you to deserve this? You said that you would come on Friday, now I can't predict whether you'll come or not. I've been beaten (finished) because of you a long time ago Kadir, my love had been so big and so pure that it didn't even cross my mind that you would be in the lower rooms of the cafes, I thought that you were studying... do you know why am I upset? it's because I'm not receiving what I deserve... never mind, I've made you angry again, you must have work to do, it's a little long, sorry, don't make them wait for you too much, they might get hurt or something.

What happens in the "lower rooms of the cafes"?

who made who angry here?:-S
and sad?
and what is that lower room?
what is endurance?
how you measure love?
always appologize for beaing mistreated?