ASK NEYDi? (what was the love )

dokunmakmiydi? ask, yoksa dokunmadan sevebilmek mi?
sadece teninin yumusakligini ve sicakliginimi hissetmekti ask? , yoksa sana dokunabilme ümidimiydi ?..
seninle yasamakmiydi ask?, yoksa seni ozlemek mi bir ömür?.bakmadan görmekmiydi seni?, yoksa duymadan anlamakmi ?..konusmakmiydi ask? yoksa, konuşmadan hissedebilmekmi anlatacaklarini?.. Korkmakmiydi ask seni kaybetmekten, yoksa sonsuza kadar sevebilecegine inanmakmiydi? gülümsemekmiydi ask yüzünü her gördügimde ?, yoksa gülümsedigini bilmek mi beni her andiginda?. neydi ask? soruyorum neydi?
kavusmanin imkansiz oldugunu düsünerek kacmakmiydi herseyden? yoksa kavusabilme sansınımı umut etmekti?
acı cekmekmiydi ask? yoksa, birakip gittiginde ölmeyi istemekmiydi.. kacmakmıydı ask sevdiginden? yoksa tum kalbinle durabilmek mi önünde? sevismekmiydi ask? yoksa askmiydi sevismeyi arzulatan,
neydi bu lanet olasi his? kaptirmak miydi kendini bir kasirgaya?
yoksa elinden tutabilmekmiydi sevdigini en güclü firtinalarda... gitmekmiydi bilmedigin bir karanliga, yoksa aydinlatmakmi hayatini? sarhoslukmuydu ask icmeden? yoksa ask miydi seni sarhos eden bilmeden? kaybetmekmiydi ask seni? yoksa kaybetmekmi kendimi?
zamanmiydi aski yenen? yoksa, gittiginde ask miydizamani durduran. sevdigini tüketmekmiydi ask ozgurce? yoksa, saklamasini bilmekmiydi kalbinde bir omur... ölmekmiydi ask? yoksa sevdigin icin olumu goze almakmi?

ASK NEYDI? bir bilsem... askmiydi bana böyle sacmalatan, yoksa boyle sacmalamakmiydi ask,, yada senmiydin ....

askin ne oldugunu anlayamadim ama, ucurumun kenarindan itilmisiz birkere, habire düsüyoruz ask cukuruna, tek ümidim senin bir ucak icat edip, dibe cakilmadan gelip beni kurtarmandir......

29.10.07

Where are you Marion

I'll start, I hope Marion (or someone else) comes to help soon:

What was love?

Was it touching, love? Or to be able to love without touching? Was love only to feel your skin's softness and warmth, or my hope to be able to touch you? Was love living with you, or a life of missing you? Was it to see you without looking, or understanding you without hearing? Was love talking, or being able to feel what you'll say without talking? Was love to fear of losing you, or to believe that you can love till eternity? Was love smiling each time I see your face, or knowing that you smile each time you remember me? What was love? Was it escaping from everything, thinking that reunion is impossible, or hoping for a reunion chance?

Hi! You were all busy yesterday while I was driving back to Istanbul from Mudunya!

Was love feeling pain? Or was it the desire to leave everything and once having left to die.. Was love to flee from the one you love? Or to be able to stand in front of the with your whole heart? Or was it love that created in you the desire to make love, what is this accursed feeling? Was it getting yourself caught up in the eye of a storm?
Or to be able to hold the one you love in your hands, despite the most powerful storm... Was it to go unto the unknown darkness, or to pour light on life? Was it drunkeness without tasting love, or was it love that made you drunk for no reason? Was it love for you that was losing? or wa sit losing me for love?
Was it time that overcame love? Or was it love that made time stand still when you went. Did love freely consume the one loved? Or, was it a lifetime in the heart to know how to hide it. Was love to die? Or to be prepared to die for the one you love?

WHAT IS LOVE? If only I knew... is it love than makes me say such silly things, or was it so silly to love,, or was it you ....

I cannot understand what love is but, we have been pushed over the edge of a cliff just this once, we are falling into the pit of love, my one and only hope is that you devise a plane and come and save me before I crash on the bottom......

THNK YOU SO MUCH MARION, I TOLD YOU BEFORE YOU ARE THE BEST you are very helpful....

Cenk, abi döktürmüssün yine valla

i agree with you !! what was the love?

great article and great translate i think..

your welcome Marion.. i will have some more passages soon , sorry about that ( kidding )