"I felt so happy talking to you on last Friday (despite for only a few minutes ) even though my surprise call made you angry instead of normal expectation of any couple to feel so happy especially when they are far apart. I really don't understand and sad. You are gone just like that. It hurts because I really love and care for you. Are you trying to tell me to forget about our relationship ?

Nevertheless, I hope and pray all the time that all your problems will be gone and start a fresh life with good job coming your way for a more meaningful and better life for you, Arda and your parents. As I could only offer prayers, honesty and love sincerely from my heart from far, you take good care of yourself. I will always remember all our memories and keep them with me. Forgive me for calling you...................................."