Well darling I got the corerct translation from your first e mail..I disagree with you that we have to give up our love because we do not have the money.. First of all; we can be together , I thought our love was more important to you than money..we can just be together..marry if you want because I know I love you there will never be anyone else..we can live moderately you can continue your job and perhaps I can get get a job too..Then we can try to save..once we have some savings then we can think of our own business and a better house etc.You said you can get a loan well that is good but perhaps we should use the loan to first get settled together..
Regarding a pension etc I will not get much as I have as you know been married and we have always travelled around..
I have myself lived in 7 different countries and whilst I have worked they have been third world countries where pensions were not dealt with..Then on my first marriage he took everything..This time I am entitled to half but he will have to sell the house and that takes time..
I will help you and be your wife but surely you can not just give up on us because there is no money. To me love is worth much more. true love only comes along once in a lifetime..sometimes never, we are lucky we found it, we will find a way to work around this darling we can not give up now.