Darling I meant I would leave here after Christmas , go to England where I can get my old job back working nights at the hospital and get some money together for three months..until March.. I meant we can see each other for a few days during that 3 months if you wanted to..of course after we will marry..I am in this realtionship for the good and the bad. We are going through a really bad patch right now but I am sure we will find a solution to the problem . I am not going to leave you I lvoe you adn trust you please belive me. .