Ok darling I know the problem is very big and it is also bad that it happened now at this time. however there comes a time when things do get better and you must now think of the future, our future.I understand how you feel I really do but you cannot let it affect your whole life..darling we must now move forward make plans , I so want you to be happy again.I am with you in whatever you decide to do you do not have to face any problem alone.