I was of course very upset by your e mail, I am not changing my mind at all, but you know when a person gets divorced it does not immediately get settled, all I am saying is it might take a little longer to get the money.
Until March I will be working which will bring in a little more for us. hopefully enough to be able to rent a house until I get the settlement money.
If it is difficult in Turkey then maybe we should think of looking at another place to settle down/.
This is a once in a lifetime true love we can not simply let it go because we do not have money..yes we must have a house I understand your position with your brother and his wife it is unfortunate that they cannot just accept the fact that you love me and are happy. But I do understand the culture difference etc.
I am not just going to end it I am going to try to find a solution to the situation. Our love is strong and will I am very sure withstand all the problems. So my reply is I will fight hard to keep what we have.

Thank you I think so!! hope so I am too old to keep on an emotional rollercoaster!