Here is my understanding..

He has access to other user accounts here and I wouldn't be suprised if he is instructing you in some way.

If you love Alpha/Omega/Gateway as you claim, then I would suggest doing some inner soul searching as to why you feel the need to compromise yourself to someone who is married. Obviously, you are upset with him and either using this platform as your way to increae attention by him and others.

He obviously doesn't care that your making a spectacle of yourself here, which should indicate his lack of interest. Therefore, he is not the man for you..

You owe it to yourself to regroup and gather your thoughts before making yourself look any further instable.

I remember you Porto..and use to enjoy your humor and posts and if a man contributes to the results of your recent behavior..please run as fast as you can. Time will heal...be assured.