Here I am again!!! please can someone translate below thank you


Darling I understand what you are saying but what I am trying to tell you is ...what will happen if the loan company will not give me anything , you see I do not have collaterol or a job and to tell a loan company we will pay it back is not good enough for them.
I am trying but it is possible that they will not.then what do we do , we could live there with your sister and pay her rent every week but that would not be fair for her,and I know you do not want that, or you can wait a few more weeks for me to try other resources.
As I said I am trying and wait for the reply from them but we have to have another plan if that fails.
Or are you still intent on going to Germany?
yes we have something wonderful and I want to be with you very much.