ÇEVREMDE YAÞAYAN ONLARCA ÝNSAN OLMASINA RAÐMEN BU HÝSSÝ NÝÇÝN KAPILIYORUM . BEN BÝLEMÝYORUM.
AMA ÞU VAR KÝ HAYATIM BOYUNCA BU KADAR YALNIZ KALDIÐIMI HATIRLAMIYORUM.BELKÝ DE BU HAYATIN BÝR CÝLVESÝ. BELKÝ DE KISA SÜRELÝ BÝR ZAMAN . AMA BU KADARI YETER.
PAYLAÞABÝLECEÐÝM EN GÜZEL ZAMANI SENÝN ÝLE 8 AY ÝÇERÝSÝNDE YAÞADIM VE YAÞAMAYA DEVAM EDECEÐÝM.

Thank you.

Maybe the words do seem odd. I took them out of a paragraph. The rest I was able to get, but these few sentences I wasnt sure of. The turkish word order still throws me off, you know? Please help so I can put it together.
Thank you so much in advance to whoever replies.

There is nothing wrong with the text. There are a few tiny mistakes but in general it is a good Turkish and the sentences are beautifly and strongly build.

"Althought there are lots of people around me I don't know why I have a feeling like this but for the whole of my life I don't remember feeling so lonely. Maybe this is part of life, maybe it is just temporary but enough is enough. The best time I could ever share with somebody I have lived and will continue living with you."

Wow. Beautiful. Thank you, Erdinc.