Dear Everybody that contributed.

Thank you everybody for NOT translating this letter.

You are all right, yes, I must make my own mistakes. But why should I put myself through all this pain for the sake of a man that isnt in love with me enough to give me one last chance to prove to him that North Cyprus is where I will stay once I return there to live.

You are all so very right, I DO need to do this for myself.

Before I sent the letter for translation. Bekir called me on the phone, he asked me to not text him or call him and to give him space and time. He wanted to finish it with me, because he is so ashamed of being unfaitful to me. This really is the first (and last) time that he has been unfaithful to me and he thinks he's not good enough for me.

I am a true christian and I believe in forgiveness, I have forgiven him for being unfaithful to me, and I am prepared to put all this behind us and make a fresh start, if he will let me that is.

In all the time we have been together (three years on the 26th of this month) we have never had one day go by that we have not texted each other or spoke to one another.

I asked him to please think very hard about what he wants before he decides to finish everything with me.

There are always two sides to every story, and I PROMISED him (twice) that I would never leave him in North Cyprus. And twice I went back on my promise to him, he doesnt believe that when I return to the TRNC to live, that I will settle down there for life, he thinks i will spend a few months out there and then be homesick and return to england again.

I don't blame him for not believing me, how can he trust me when I have twice now broken my promise to him?

It is killing me not to text him or call me, and I really thought he would have texted me by now (not one day goes by that he hasnt) and I know he is very much in love with me, this is why it is so difficult for him to see me again because he is so very ashamed of what he has done to me.

He doesnt believe I have forgiven him and think I will always make problems for him.

He is under an enormous amount of pressure at work, his boss is not paying him and he doesnt think he can give me a future. Which is why I am trying so very hard in england to build my career and a future for us both,but he is beautiful and turkish and very proud, he wants to be the provider, and he doesnt like me paying for things.

I have to respect his wishes and leave him alone right? I really want to text him, just a text with kisses like this xxxx
and no words, but he said if I text him or call him and dont give him the time to think about what he really wants then he really will finish it with me :o< I dont know what to do but I remembered and english poem / saying....


If you love somebody - Let them go
If they return to you, they are yours
If not, they were never yours to behold / to have


thank you so very much for all your contributions on this, I know it is my problem and I have to solve it. I really want to text him though :o< but i'm so very happy that nobody did do this translation.

You are right, what self respecting girl would send a 'begging' letter like this, if he truly is in love with me then I shouldnt have to make offers of comfort and money for him to want to be with me, he should want to be with me for me as I am with or without money.

I am praying he is in love with me enough to want to wait for me again, give me a second chance and also to forgive me for leaving him again. I need for him to believe in me enough to believe that I will not make this same mistake again, but I understand why he cannot trust me.

I hope he makes the right decision and that this will make our relationship stronger.

Thank you all again
I love you all, you are wonderful people and I need all the friends and advice I can get right now, for once I am going to listen to the advice given to me !!


Thank you all so very much
Charlotte Rose
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Sorry for confusing 'lady in red'

This 'thank you'is not for translation, if you see my other post on the forum, of a letter that i wanted translating, nobody wanted to do it for me, because they thought it wasnt the right thing to do, and they were right.

Anyway, take care
Charlotte rose
xx

Charlotte Rose....MERCY US...!!!!!!

canim you dont need your previous post translated
I have the perfect translation for this guy
two words which I won't post

first I will get banished ..fakat umurumda degil

Do not get used as I asked to be deleted)))))