hey mate dont let things get you down i know things are hard but when hasan returns he can give you and the kids a good life think of how happy the both of you will be . i do feel for you i couldnt imagine being away from cumali for so long. maybe one day you will come and visit england, that would be fun i would take you shopping , show you loads of nice places and cook you some english food. im trying to feed cumali up at the moment hehehehe because he is so thin and im on a diet i want to be a little more healthy because if cumali gets his visa we would like to start trying for another baby. please dont tell the family that yet incase we are not successfull. i like the names cihan, adem, aydin, kaan, kiral, ismail and enis, for boys and aliye, dilara, laila and ayla for girls but i suppose its way too early to be thinking of names