sený sevdým ama býlýyorum ký senýn kadar degýlmýs

ve ben gercekten bunu bu sekýlde olucagýný hýc býr zaman dusunemedým

ebn sený

ve senýn ne kadar guzel ve temýz oldugunu kaybettýkten sonra anladým

ama cok gec oldu bunu da býlýyorum

anyone

I will try but please it is very raw translation:

i love you but i know that you dont as much
and i really this this manner can be ever/never a time im not thinking of you
and youre how much beautiful and honest youre lost later i understand
but very hard be this also i know for you
if i didnt do each struggle/event
but in the end everything to be very good i know
this life without you is very difficult
i hope in your life for me you seem like
and really from me better worth you give someone
and your family does well

I am sorry  but so very  sorry
this is true believe me

 i loved you  bu, i know, not as much as you did

and i could never think that it would turn out that way

and i realized how pure and beautiful you are, after i lost you

but i know it´s too late

I´m not asking you to forgive me

If i were you i wouldnt do it, i guess

But i know everything very well

My life is going to be so difficult without you

I hope someone in yourlife whou is not like me and really cares about you will make you and your family so happy

I´m so sorry

Please believe that

Ý just tried to translate it with my poor English

oohh my mistakes are soooo!!!  such misunderstandings can be made.  dare i try again? 

 rica ederim