ben December ta gideceðim ama kelbimin yarýsý senin. sana msj yazacaðim ama önce sen evli çok zor biliyorum ama istersin böyle devam edelim benim giderim çok sen nediyorsun? Senden cen hep para istemiyorum ama anla.

In December I am going but you have half my heart. I will write messages but before you are married I know it is very difficult (not sure - it doesn´t make sense to me) but do you want to continue? (not sure of this at all). From you I don´t want money but understand ......??? (not sure again)

Obviously this is very important and I don´t want to get anything wrong.

Thanks to anyone who helps

 please can anyone check my poor attempt at translation???

 anyone want to have a go please.

ben December ta gideceðim ama kelbimin yarýsý senin. sana msj yazacaðim ama önce sen evli çok zor biliyorum ama istersin böyle devam edelim benim giderim çok sen nediyorsun? Senden cen hep para istemiyorum ama anla.

In December I am going but you have half my heart. Yes

I will write messages but before you are married I know it is very difficult (not sure - it doesn´t make sense to me) Doesnt make too much sense without punctuation.  It could be I will write messages but you first.  It is hard to be married.

but do you want to continue? But if you want we can carry on like this(not sure of this at all).

I have a lot of expenses, what do you say?

From you I don´t want money but understand ......??? (not sure again) I don´t always want money from you Jen, but understand.

Thank you very much Marion. I need to reply maybe you could help ( if you want).

In your message last night it seems you were asking me to send you money. I also have expenses here and would never consider sending money to someone else. My family will always come first - you know this. I am happy to still be good friends but I am not in the habit of paying for friendship. Your move may be the best thing for you. I will still miss you and would like to hear from you. I thought we would always be friends??

Thanks to anyone who helps 

 I can´t find which part of the sentence says I have a lot of expenses. Can anyone point this out to me please.

I think ´benim giderim çok´ means I have a lot of expenses.

 how does sen ediyorsun fit with this. Sorry to ask so many questions I really want to learn where I am going wrong.

it says ´sen nediyorsun´ which should be ´sen ne diyorsun´ what do you say?

 thanks very much. A lot clearer now. Sorry to hassle you but it is quite important.