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 I think it says generally.  " If you will be asking about me my situation is without love without passion every day that passes  because of this affliction I am living inspite of it I don´t give up my hope.  Certainly upon your (part) someone In love I am always becoming certainly I am working toward (with the purpose) of living.""

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 This bit would be clearer as:

But in spite of this I haven´t given up hope.

Of course I am trying to live as if I can fall in love with someone