Today i still remind him.

Hello people.
I'm a little bit sad, i always was going on vacation to friends in Turkey . So we met a group of boys they worked in a diveteam for scubadiving in Bodrum.And one of them was Ersen ! He learned me how to scubadiving and i teach him a little bit English, Even i don't no much english. Because i'm dutch.But we have keep in contact after all those vacations. But a few months ago i heard nothing of him !!i was very disapointing and upset. I thought he was mad on me or something.But later i heard from my Brother he get an email from the other Boys that Ersen has died ! i couldnt believe it. he had a flatulence tumour ( i dont know how to write that in english)

I feel that i couldnt say goodbye too him, it makes me feeling terrible that i have the feeling that i couldnt say goodbye. I HATE MYSELVE !

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every death is deathful for someone...

So sad for you and for his family

Death is the most real thing which I can't accept and am most afraid of. Not just for myself, but more for the ones I love.
Maybe, we have to be more prepared, but anyway it's always something horrible.
I share your sorrow.

Thank you all.

I feel already something better


Selamlar Mirjam

Gecondoleerd, Mirjam. Doe maar rustig aan.




Though i always pretend to hate Dutch language, i recently start to learn that in some situations your mothertongue feels more effective So I'm sorry for speaking Dutch above. I was just giving my condoleances and telling her to take it slow.

Leuk, er zit geen een fout in je Nederlands

Nice, You haven't make any mistakes with your dutch