Infilak
Ben gidince hüzünler birakirim
Bu senin yasadigindir
Bir ev sikilir kadinlardaki
Bir adam sikilir kadinlardaki
Seni sevmek bu kadar mi
O benim yasadigimdir.
Bazan da bir yerde kuslar vardir
Ne uçmak, ne görünmek için
Bir karanfil pencereyi deler
Bir kapi kendiliginden kapanir
Istesek sevisirdik, ama olmadi
Biz degil yasayan acilardir.
Gitsem de her yerde biraz vardir
Hatirda zamansiz bir plak
Bir otel kapisi, biraz istasyon
Vardir o seninle birlikte olmak
Bulusur çok uzaktan ellerimiz
Ve nasil göz gözeyiz ansizin bir infilak.
( Edip Cansever)
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Explosion
I leave blues behind when I go.
This is what you live with.
A house gets bored amongst women.
A man gets bored amongst women.
Is loving you this much?
This is what I live with.
Sometimes there are some birds some where.
They are for neither for flying, nor to be seen.
A carnation drills through a window.
A door gets shut by itself.
If we wanted, we would have made love, but did not happen.
Not us, They are our sorrows who breathe.
Even if I leave, it exists a bit every where.
An untimely record in memories,
A hotel door, a few train stations.
That, being together with you always exists.
Our hands meet from far away,
And as if we are eyes to eyes, suddenly, an explosion.
My try (as usual)
Ok, so it is not gramatically correct but it makes sense to me, I can understand what he is saying here... I think he is unsure if he really loves her or not and he is living with that. Peoms seldom make sense to everyone, it is personal, a personal feeling about a moment in time, and it is a personal expression of that moment.
Yes I love it too......