´´Sorry I missed your calls I was sleeping. I am going to come and see you but not sure when, I just need time because what happened with you and the baby was the worst thing thats happened to me and im still dealing with it now. I wish things were different, I was my happiest when I was with you.´´

My try: 

Üzgünüm, (telefon) çaðrýlarýný kaçýrdým, uyuyordum. Gelip seni göreceðim ama ne zaman olacaðýndan emin deðilim, sadece zamana ihtiyacým var çünkü seninle bebeðe olan en kötü þey bana da oldu ve hâlâ onu halletmeye çalýþýyorum. Herþeyin daha farklý olmasýný dilerdim, seninleyken en mutlu bendim.

thank you very much xx