ne istediğimi bilmezdim ne yaptığımı da bilmezdim
 ne uyuduğumu bilirdim nede uyanık kaldığımı

 tek bildiğim ve yaptığım
 uyanıkken yada uyurken seni her şeyimle hissettiğim
 onun için düşünmedim
 beceremedim
 olmadı

 I didnt know neither what I wanted nor what to do

I knew neither that I was sleeping nor that I remained awake

the only thing that I know and what I do is while im sleeping or remaining awake you are my eveything that I feel??

therefore I thought it was possible I couldnt fail

WAIT FOR CLEVERS, IM SURE ITS ALL UPSIDE DOWN BACK TO FRONT FALAN FILAN

thank you deli

i still no understand what dose he want to ............sleep or wake up........thinking to much

well if my translation , poor as it is is correct it seems it dosen`t matter to him whether he is asleep or awake , as in both situations you are on his mind that`s how I understand it anyway