Can some one please help me to translate this? Lutfen!

Kendimi yeniden yaratmak için her gece içiyorum; dibini buldum her şişeden senin çıkma umudunu besliyorum kalbimde; her akşam bir başka meyhanede seni unutmaya gidiyorum; mümkün edilmiş seni unutmak mümkün değil seni içimden atmak ; mümkün değil sensiz yaşamak. Ne günahkarmışım çilem dolmadı......

I drink every night to create myself again. I found.the bottom of every bottle I nurture in my heart the hope of your leaving;every evening I go to another bar to forget you;to forget you is made possible,to cast you from my soul is not possible ; it´s impossible to live without you. What a sinner I am,my suffering has come to an end.........

My try

dibini = the bottom

he found the bottom of every bottle

Im a little confused ,I know I know it dosent take much

Ne günahkarmışım çilem dolmadı......

How I have sinned. my ordeal/ suffering didnt end

di mi

Ne günahkarmışım: I am too sinful.

Small note for learners:

"Ne" is also used to exeggerate the meaning. It also expresses interjection.

Ne büyük bir ev: a very big house (what a big home it is!)

Ne güzel bir araba: a very beautiful car (what a beautiful car it is!)

Ne kötü kokuyor: it smells very disgusting (how much disgusting it smells!)

"günahkar" means "sinful" in Turkish.

Ne günahkarım is "I´m too sinful, how sinful I´m."

But at this sentence, to cement the exeggeration meaning, "tale mode of past tense" (geçmiş zamanın rivayeti) had been used. We use this structure to express something that we DID NOT see personally, but something that we HEARD from somwhere.

So, grammatically, "ne günahkarmışım" means "I´m too sinful, but I didn´t know it, I have heard it from someone, I´m surprised." 

A small example to understand better:

Biz onu iyi biri bilirdik, ne nankörmüş (meğer).

We knew him a good person, he´s very unfaithful, we didn´t now that, it has been a surprise for us.

"Meğer" is a postposition for this structure. That kind of sentences always have got a hidden "meğer". Unfortunately, "meğer" does not have a clear respond in English.

(Meğer) ne günahkarmışım.

thx

turkishcobra //

all of you dleighful people!! awesome!!

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I enjoyed this translation tremendously!!

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 this would be a little clearer if we translate it as:

I keep the hope alive in my heart that you will emerge from the bottom of every bottle I find

What a sinner I was, that I couldn´t finish with my suffering (like in hell) / my punishment still didn´t end.

The idea is, when you are a sinner, you go to hell, and theorically you are given a punishment for a certain amount of time.. so the person is saying that, I am still having my punishment, it doesn´t end, so I must have been a really bad person /  sinner.