bagimsiz dusuncelerimde bagimi kaldim sana

az kaldi

thanks so much in advance

 I am not a native speaker and this feels like saying that I don´t know.   This is my attempt at its literal meaning.   I hope others can help.

"Whenever I think I am indepedent I remained dependent/attached to you  little remained"

Independent in my thoughts/thinking I remain dependent on you,almost.

My try

In my independent thoughts I remained dependent to you.

az kaldı (I could not translate this one couse I could not decide what is meant)

It could mean I am almost indepentend  or it could mean there is a little dependancy left, ot it could mean there is so little time left.