It is known

Uzun zamandır kayıpsın artık cık nerelerdesin

 You are lost for a long time;(now) arise; where are you? 

aradım sordum kimleri yordum bilemezsin

I searched, i asked, you can´t know who i made tired 

kaderimle oynayacak kadar sevgilim olmuşsun meğer

You became my lover enough to play with my fate. 

ben seni kabullenmeyi ben yapmaya calışırken

While i was trying to accept you , while i was trying to make you like me

yokluğn çirkin de yapmış beni

Your absence even made me ugly 

gecen gün aynada gördüm tesadüfen

By chance i saw at the mirror 

malum ortada halim

it is known, my situation is evidential

eminim ben bu kadını ömrümde görmedim

i am sure i haven´t seen that woman in my life 

olur da duyarsan özür dilerim çok çok

if by chance you hear it,i am very very sorry