I Am a Military Fiance.....

I am a military fiance. I hold no formal recognition with the powers that be. I am at the bottom of the chain. I hold no Military ID card; I am not a "dependent" or parent. The man I love may face unspeakable dangers, and I am at the mercy of those who possess this recognition for news. I understand this and accept this.

I am a military fiance. I have promised to be here for him upon his return, no matter how long he is away. People may say I am insane for making such a commitment with no quarentees, but i hold onto our promises and have faith that he will come home safe to me. I know full well that my love for him fuels him in the worst of times.

I am a military fiance. There is no contract  to symbolize our commitment, though I love him no less for it. I hope every day that he will be able to call because a simple 30-second phone call can bring the greatest spectrum of emotions...smiling with tears in my eyes from so much joy and pain. My relationship is based on brief communication where "I love you and I´m okay" speaks more than volumes and gives me the strength to keep going.

I am a military fiance. I take no moment spent together for granted. I hold onto every touch, caress, kiss, and every word. I have memroized the feel of his skin, his smell, the sound of his voice,and I play it over and over in my head so that I will not forget. I cry myself to sleep some nights because missing him hurts so badle, but wake up the next morning, brush myself off, and start a new day.

I am a military fiance. The events of the next serveral months hold my life, my love, and my future in the balance. When you watch the news reports, you may turn away and go about your business relatively unaffected. When I watch the news,stories of the war, I do not see nameless soldiers a half a world away. I see individuals who will be forever changed by the war. News of every casualty causes me physical pain and deep sadness

Anyone?

I might look at it tonight, if there is anyone else we can chop it..

 what about ur "spare tire"?..ah! I am very suiniyet!  

I`ll really appreciate that

Bump bump

it is too long you are makine people scared

actually this is a pretty boring write. do people honestly think they deserve recognition for fence sitting. you love him that is nice but you don´t get the recognition for being a fiance of someone in the army, he does and should for his choice to serve.

Spritzer these comments really annoys me.

What do you know about fence sitting, what do you know about what I do or not?

How do you know he does not get recognition? If that really bothers you, I can assure you he gets plenty of it - and definately deserves it

(....and if you believe it`s just about fencesitting to wait for your fiance for 15 months you are 100% wrong. (The same goes for his family, it`s not only about living as usual, sitting and waiting).  If you haven`t been in that situation I can tell you that his life reflects you more than anyone can understand - and that your new life is filled with anger, tears, stress, worries and suddenly becoming a psychologist.)

No I am not asking for recognition, only a translation.

I am sorry for my long answer, but it really bothers me when people know nothing and have so much to say.

If it`s so boring, move on to the next post There are people and lives behind each nickname.

Dilliduluk: I believe you are right

Spritzer speaks out of knowledge, not assumptions. Knows more then -hopefully-you will ever learn, seen things you or your fiance ll not even have a nightmare about it. Anyway.

I do not know the others, but the reason I did not trasnlated yet is not that it is too long.I am having troubles with my computer-and life- so trying to fix them.I will in a few day.Meanwhile you can help me by making your sentence structure simplier.