i wanted to try my chance here, i had to move my poem from my thread to here , i hope someones help for translation.. thnx..

Gittiğinden Beri

Soruyorum kendime ara sıra kızmalımıyım diye
İmkansızlıkları aşamadığım için.
Kızmak mümkün değil, sadece ağlarım
Yıldızlardan gelen bu masmavi sevda için.

Mutsuz akşamlarımda ışıklar söner bir vakit
Dünya uyurken buluşurum seninle
Adımı söylediğinde titreyen şu kalbim
Sızlar derinden onu alıp gittiğinden beri..

Cenk...

 since you went

from time to time I ask myself saying should I be angry

 for the impossibilties that I cant overcome

its not possible to get angry I just cry

for the deepblue passion that comes from the stars

the time the lights fade from my unhappy evenings

I will come togther with you while the world sleeps

thats my heart that trembles when you say my name

I tried but its not great but maybe some clevers will sort it now I have had a go

And my try...

Since you have gone

I ask myself from time to time if I should be angry

For not being able to overcome the impossibilities

(but) getting angry is impossible, I only cry

For this deep blue passion, coming from the stars.

On my unhappy evenings there is a time when lights fade

When the world is sleeping I meet with you

This heart of mine, fluttering when you called my name

It hurts deeply since you took it and left.

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thanks friends, for your help ..