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Please don´t become distant. I´m begging you don´t do this. I´m fed up of being/staying far from you.

(Bir araya gelemesek bile yakınlarında olmaya, iyi olup olmadığını bilmeye ihtiyacım var. 

Even if we can´t come to one place to be near each other,I need to know that it´s fine?)

I can´t leave you for good,I can´t do it. I´ve tried many times but I can´t,you see this.

Please understand me.Don´t make me suffer. Write from time to time,let me write to you. I miss everything about you like crazy. I listen to all the songs that you love. Please think of this.

My try

thank you for your help!

 Even if we can´t be together, I need to be near you and to know if you are OK or not