ohh im sorry i forgot to paste the message in here ....
This is what i was sent
umduğunu bulamamak yada bulduğunla avunamamak...yada bilmem ne..aslında istediğini anlatamamak...hep ihtiyaç duyma bişeylere yerli yersiz..sanmak hep mutlu olmayı yada olmamayı..aslında anlamamayı hayatı,kendini seni..bilmemeyi hiçbişeyi,herşeyin gibi kendinide ezbere yaşamayı ve bu saymayı hayatı..ve bunun kadar anlamsız kılmayı ne düşündüğünü nede düşüneceğini...
As already translated by marionturkey . one of the many times you have posted this for translation 
To be unable to find what you hoped for, or to be unable to be comforted by what you found ... or I don´t know what ... in fact to be unable to explain what you want ... to always feel in need of something ... to suppose you are always happy, or not ... in fact to not understand life, yourself, you ... to not know anything, to live like an automaton, memorizing yourself just like you do everything, and count this as living .. and to make it as pointless as this, neither what you thought or what you will think ...
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