Ne zor bir karardir..gitmekmi ? Kalmakmi ? Arkana donmeden gitmek...yada gidenin arkasindan seyretmek........

I cannot craps the correct meaning... A difficult decision to be made, stay or or go and when stay she someone going.... mmm a bit cryptical I must say..

Thanks for your help,

Cheers,

what a difficult decision.. to go or to stay?! To go without looking back...or to watch the one leaving.

i don´t think he is troubled, probably a bit sad. Leaving a country is not so easy, I had just the same feelings two years ago