... çünkü  karşımdakine zaman ayıramiyorum. Bu da bana uygun değil. Eğer böyle olursa hep yalan soylemek zorunda kalacağim. bu da seni üzer. ....

 Because I can`t reserve time for the things that I oppose. this is not fitting for me /dosen`t suit me.

I will be forced to lie always if its being like this and this also upsets you

my try but wait for corrections

Because,  I can´t have time for the persone who is in front of me. It doesn´t suit me. If it is being like this, I will always have to lie. This makes you upset.

This was my attempt, waiting for corrections.

 correct. but you could use reserve instead of have.