Ben senden kurtulmak değil. Sen benim hayatımı değiştirirsin diye korkuyorum. Sen daha sonra üzülmek ve bu benim hayatımı belki etkileyecek.

it isnt/ not to get shut of you/ be rid of you. I am afraid because you will change my life and you will be upset later on and maybe this will effect my life

my try

You will change my life:

Does it mean as in: you want to change my life or as in you are/are going to change mye life?

I think it means you will  make my life change my life