elini boşuna ?? or evime ???

I  think it means waste of time sort of thing ,like useless

am I close

I am a native speaker but i cant understand what you mean.

demet akalin sings it in her song but now I listen again I dont think she is singing this in the song arşivlerı

elini boşuna ?? or evime ???

I still dont understand this part. İf you give me link from fizy or name of song i can help

forget that bit I dont think she is singing this but im not sure what the song is called its on a cd some guy gave me. cok oğrendim cok güvendim blah blah she is singing. all it says is her name and the word arsivlerı maybe thats the name of the songnope shes singing something like elimden basindan?????/

Hi deli

Try this link you may find your song lyrics. There are all Demet Akalin lyrics there ...

Good luck!

http://sarki.alternatifim.com/listele.asp?art=622

Ithink I found your song deli...

Aşkın Açamadığı Kapı

Göründüğü gibi değil
Bedeli ağırdır aşkın
Düşündüğün gibi değil
Acımıyor artık canım
Çok direndim sana güvendim
En başından
Bana herşeyim olur musun dedin
Daha hiç tanımadan

Aşkın açamadığı kapı
Kanatlanıp uçamadığı yer mi var
Kalbimi seve seve sana veririm
Bikere de senin için ölsün yar

http://sarki.alternatifim.com/data.asp?ID=5305&sarki=A%FEk%FDn%20A%E7amad%FD%F0%FD%20Kap%FD&sarkici=Demet%20Akal%FDn&ok=1

I hope I have it right...

yeah thats it clever thing you so what does en başından meanok got it

from scratch sort of thing

evet, "En başından = From the beginning"

But it confused me( dosen`t take much) because of the word en there, I know başından  means from the beginning but en başından