so, since you were talking about deleting users anyway, then maybe somebody can tell me too, HOW can i delete myself from this site? i searched around inside my profile but maybe i´m too blonde or smth...so what must i click in where, in order to permanently delete myself out from the site? thanks for any help in advance...

Just send a PM to an administrator. 

If I wanted to leave permanently I would have to cut my fingers also not to come back.

Tilkinin dönüp dolaşıp geleceği yer kürkçü dükkanıdır

How can I reset myself?