isim yeni bitti boyunca hep seni dusundum cok uzuldum boyle algiladigin icin anlamda dusunursek aslinda ben seni haketmiyorum. Sen benim en iyi arkadasimsin gelmesende beni gormesende senin icin duygularim degismeyecek hep ilk gun gibi kalacaksin elimde olsaydi simdi yaninb gelmek isterdim canim tekrar uzur dilerim o anlamda soylememistim. Thxxxx

 I have just finished my work, I thought about you while working and I got upset because you understood me that way [misunderstood me], if we think that way actually I dont deserve you. You are my best friend. Even if you dont come to see me , my feelings for you will not change. you will always remain same for me just like the very first day. If I had a power now, I would want to come to you. My dear, I apologize you again. I didnt mean that.

 If I could

If it were possible

If it were up to me

Lit:" If it were in my hands"