Yesterday, over 65 friends wished me a happy birthday on my facebook. You? Even after I reminded you that it was my birthday, you couldn´t even be bothered to send me a short email.

And I noticed something else. You admitted what you did with Erin was wrong, but you never said you were sorry. Not even one time. I think I know why. Because you are not sorry. You made your money, so you got what you wanted. You are not sorry you kissed her and held her hand and took her dancing and slept with her. You are only sorry you got caught and lost the woman who could take you away from that shit town you live in and give you a better life somewhere else.

Do you know what I find interesting? Her friend, who didn´t kiss anyone or hold anyone´s hand or sleep with anyone, spent 6000 USD. Erin, who you flirted with, kissed her, held her hand, and probably slept with, only spent 1000 USD. That´s very ironic, I think. So I ask you, was it really worth it? Did you really need to cheat on me to make her buy something from you? And don´t tell me she´s fat and make me think you wouldn´t sleep with her for that reason. I know that has never stopped you before. I saw the pictures of you on the beach hugging and laying down with that very fat woman with her face pierced.

I have been thinking a lot since we talked, and the truth is, I don´t trust you. So, I really don´t see the point in continuing any other conversations. You never even asked me for my phone number when we talked yesterday! I´ve had enough of your lies, your disrespect, and your cheating. I am not Kurdish. I don´t have to accept this, but you, like many men in Turkey, seem to think I should accept it and kiss your ass and thank God that I am with such a wonderful man. You are not wonderful. There is nothing wonderful about you, my dear, and I can´t believe I ever thought there was.

You told me before I left Turkey that you could not be my everything, that you could not carry that burden. I understand that now. You cannot be my everything simply because you are nothing. Nothing but a liar, a cheater, and a man who thinks only of himself and respects no one.

hi ,sounds like you have had a bit of a rough ride , its too much for me to translate but Tunci will do it in a flash ,just wait a while, he will come

First Part ;

Yesterday, over 65 friends wished me a happy birthday on my facebook. You? Even after I reminded you that it was my birthday, you couldn´t even be bothered to send me a short email

Dün 65´in üzerinde arkadaşım facebook´ta doğum günümü kutladı. Ya sen ? Doğum günüm olduğunu sana hatırlattıktan sonra bile kendini sıkıntıya sokup kısa bir e-posta atamadın.

Second Part ;

And I noticed something else. You admitted what you did with Erin was wrong, but you never said you were sorry. Not even one time. I think I know why. Because you are not sorry. You made your money, so you got what you wanted. You are not sorry you kissed her and held her hand and took her dancing and slept with her. You are only sorry you got caught and lost the woman who could take you away from that shit town you live in and give you a better life somewhere else

Birşeyler farkettim. Erin´le yaptığın şeyin doğru olmadığını kabul ettin. Aman hiçbir zaman üzgünüm demedin. Bir kez bile..Sanırım biliyorum sebebini. Çünkü üzgün değilsin. Paranı kazandın ve istediğini aldın. Onu öptüğün,elini tuttuğun,onunla dans edip onunla yattığın için üzgün değilsin. Sen sadece yakalandığın için ve seni o yaşadığın boktan kasabadan uzaklaştırıp sana başka bir yerde güzel bir hayat sunacak kadını kaybettiğin için üzgünsün.

Third Part ;

Do you know what I find interesting? Her friend, who didn´t kiss anyone or hold anyone´s hand or sleep with anyone, spent 6000 USD. Erin, who you flirted with, kissed her, held her hand, and probably slept with, only spent 1000 USD. That´s very ironic, I think. So I ask you, was it really worth it? Did you really need to cheat on me to make her buy something from you? And don´t tell me she´s fat and make me think you wouldn´t sleep with her for that reason. I know that has never stopped you before. I saw the pictures of you on the beach hugging and laying down with that very fat woman with her face pierced

İlginç bulduğum şey ne biliyor musun ? Onun kimseyi öpmeyen,kimsenin elini tutmayan ve kimseyle yatmayan arkadaşı 6000 Amerikan Doları harcadı. Ama flört ettiğin,öptüğün,elini tuttuğun ve belki de yattığın Erin sadece 1000 Amerikan Doları harcadı. Çok ironik,sanırım. Yani sana soruyorum ,gerçekten değer miydi ? Onun sana birşeyler almasını sağlamak için beni gerçekten aldatman mı gerekiyordu ? Ve sakın Onun şişman olduğunu söyleyerek benim senin onunla yatmayacağını düşünmemi sağlamaya çalışma. Biliyorum ki bu seni daha önce durdurmadı. Senin o yüzünde hızma olan şişman kadınla plajda birbirinize sarılmış yatıyor resminizi gördüm.

Fourth Part ;

I have been thinking a lot since we talked, and the truth is, I don´t trust you. So, I really don´t see the point in continuing any other conversations. You never even asked me for my phone number when we talked yesterday! I´ve had enough of your lies, your disrespect, and your cheating. I am not Kurdish. I don´t have to accept this, but you, like many men in Turkey, seem to think I should accept it and kiss your ass and thank God that I am with such a wonderful man. You are not wonderful. There is nothing wonderful about you, my dear, and I can´t believe I ever thought there was.

Seninle konuştuğumuzdan bu yana çok düşündüm ve gerçek olan şu ki sana güvenmiyorum. Bu yüzden  konuşmaya devam ettirmeyi anlamsız buluyorum. Dün konuştuğumuzda telefon numaramı bile sormadın ! Artık yalanlarından, saygısızlığından ve aldatmandan bıktım ! Ben Kürt değilim. Bunu kabul etmek zorunda değilim. Ama sen, Türkiye´deki diğer birçok erkek gibi bunu kabul kabul etmem gerektiğini düşünüyor gibisin. Kıçını yala, Allaha şükürler olsun ki ben öyle harika bir adamla beraberim ki.. Sen harika değilsin. Sende harika olan hiçbir şey yok canım. Kendime inanamıyorum öyle düşündüğüm için.

Last Part ;

You told me before I left Turkey that you could not be my everything, that you could not carry that burden. I understand that now. You cannot be my everything simply because you are nothing. Nothing but a liar, a cheater, and a man who thinks only of himself and respects no one.

Türkiye´den ayrılmadan önce bir keresinde bana, benim herşeyim olamayacağını ve o yükü taşıyamayacağını söylemiştin. Şimdi anlıyorum. Benim herşeyim olamazsın çünkü sen hiçbirşeysin. Hiçbirşey ama yalancı ve kendisinden başkasını düşünmeyip kimseye saygısı olmayan bir adamsın. 

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