AFTER YOU



Sometimes I feel so lost and it's frightening

This feeling of confusion inside

Sometimes I feel my life is an endless why

And I have to cry myself to sleep

At night

And it's killing me

That I have to try to fill the gap inside of me

With someone new

I should have known

That I would make a fool of myself

'Cause after you, after you



I can't have nobody else touching me

I can't have nobody else telling me "I love you"

I can't have nobody else holding me

I can't have nobody else telling me

How much I need you baby



I'm still in love with you

I'll always belong to you

It seems like I only want to be

With you, after you



I know that it's too late to be sorry

I wish I could undo what I've done

But deeds are not reversible

Words are not revocable

And there's nothing I can do to change

Your mind

And it's killing me

That I had to blow it all away after all that we've

Been through

I should have known that

I would make a fool of myself

'Cause after you, after you



I can't have nobody else touching me

I can't have nobody else telling me "I love you"

I can't have nobody else holding me

I can't have nobody else telling me

How much I need you baby



I'm still in love with you

I'll always belong to you

It seems like I only want to be

With you, after you



I'm telling you...



I can't have nobody else touching me

I can't have nobody else telling me "I love you"

I can't have nobody else holding me

I can't have nobody else telling me

How much I need you baby



I'm still in love with you

I'll always belong to you

It seems like I only want to be

With you, after you

EVERYTHING I AM



Seems only yesterday now

Hiding my heart away

I kept the world outside

Thought love could not be mine



Then suddenly I see you

I knew it had to be you

I feel your spirit in me

Love has saved my life



Everything I am

Everything I owe

Everything that's happening before my eyes

I owe it all to you



Pure is the love you give me

Soft is the touch you thrill me

Like no one before

How could I want you more



Like rain into the ocean

Like changes of the seasons

Some things are meant to be

I found myself in you



Everything I am

Everything I owe

Everything that's happening before my eyes

I owe it all to you



'Cause it's your love

That saved me

It's your love that made me

Everything I am...



Everything I am

Everything I owe

Everything that's happening before my eyes

I owe it all to you

FORGIVE ME THIS



No I didn't anticipate this

No it wasn't supposed to end like this

But something inside holds on so deep so tight

I had to decide and give up this fight



But I can feel you all around me

Sounds of love still resounding

And I pray to you forgive me this

I look to heaven and fall down on my knees

Look at my hands and I hope you will believe

And I pray to you forgive me this



Hey you, well you never think it's gonna happen to you

Youth is dangerous when the heat of passion grows

And if I could... Well I would have done it right

I toss and turn when I think of what you might have looked like



I can feel you all around me

Sounds of love still resounding

And I pray to you forgive me this

I look to heaven and fall down on my knees

Look at my hands and I hope you will believe

And I pray to you forgive me this



But in my dreams I see you safe, safe from harm

Now in these fields of heaven you're free, free to grow (uhh, yeahh)



But I can feel you all around me

Sounds of love still resounding

And I pray to you forgive me this

I look to heaven and fall down and I fall down and

I'm begging you please

Down on my knees

Forgive me, forgive me, forgive me this (yeah yeah yeah) (uhh, uhh)

And I pray to you



I can feel you, I can hold you

I can see you, I can touch you

And I pray to you

Forgive me this (yeah yeah yeah) (uhh)



And I pray to you

I can feel you, I can hold you

I can see you, I can touch you

And I pray to you

Forgive me this (yeah yeah yeah) (uhh, ahh)

And I pray to you, and I pray to you

WAY OUT



You're the only one I dream of...



I seem to be lost without your love

And it's getting really hard to find myself

I feel I'm going down

I seem to be lost within this shining light



I've been wasting my time

Losing my mind

The walls are closing in on me

(You're the only one I dream of...)



You're my only way out

From this dead end that I'm in

You're my way out (way out)

You're my way out (way out, way out)



I make myself up, I put on a smile

Just like everybody else I play my role

It's easy to pretend

I'm falling apart



Everything feels so wrong

I need to hold on to something true

And you're the only truth I know

(You're the only one I dream of...)



You're my only way out

From this dead end that I'm in

You're my way out (way out)

You're my way out (way out, my way out)



(You're the only one that ever cared for me

Needed me, trusted me

Gave everything to me

And I did you wrong, I lied to you

I put you down, I made you cry

Made you suffer so much, I believe

You will never speak to me for as long as you line

Things are diffrent now

Things are diffrent now

I wanna change)

I need your help (help, help...)

(You're the only one I dream of...)



You're my only way out

From this dead end that I'm in

You're my way out (way out)

You're my way out (way out, my way out)

Merhaba Freshman

Your forum post's were beautifull. The writting even with the context being sad. Like poems almost. I wish you the best of luck in resolving your relationship but I hope that your being honest with yourself and in your plea for forgiveness, also be positive in your thoughts of yourself AND OTHERS and #1 LOVE yourself first if you don't start there you will not be able to share TRUE LOVE with anyone else, especially the person you were referring to and that wouldn't be fair to you or them. I hope you can go to bed at night with out Take Care and good luck.

To Love is nothing to be Loved is something
to Love and to be Loved is everything

I learned a lot from your posts thanks for sharing your true thoughts BYESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

PEACE AND HAPPINESS TO YOU
TSAREVNA STACIA
KELLEY

I forgot to mention.................................
a little advice you say you feel bad now about the hurt you caused to the love of your life and this other person ("Gap") may end up hurt too is that going to make you feel better? I don't think so if all is sincere.

Take Care and don't worry you may need time to heal lost love is painful. Best Wishes I hope you find the happiness you seek happy birthday to (early)
Byesssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

thnx replies but these were song words,lyrics..I am happy and I am trying to finish my university

If Poerty............................................
It is not that important to leave and go
if it didn't leave gaps behind
that are impossible to fill.

Even the big separations are not that hard to endure,
if they were started at the best moment.

Crying is not something to be ashamed of,
if the tears are coming from the heart.

Stealing is not disgraceful,
if it is the heart of somebody that is stolen.

Love has nothing to be afraid of,
if one could get rid of all skins.

A known voice would not make one so upset,
if it was never heard.

The leakproof embraces would perhaps be forgotten more easily,
if they were not wrapped with passionate love.

The big hazel eyes would head to uncertainty as time passes,
if they didn't look so crazy.

It would perhaps be easy to forget the burning taste of a wet kiss,
if the heart did not press on the rib cage that hard.

The long night conversations could be replaced by something else,
if the last cigarette was not shared breath by breath.

It wouldn't snow even on the dreams,
if the fears had not wounded love in the battles.

Time, still as if it will never pass, would fly like an arrow,
if the one that's worth waiting for would come at the end.

Even the color of the hair in the dreams would fade away with time,
if their inexpressible smell had not stuck on the pillows.

Even that huge, that splendid end, death, would lose its meaning,
If everything worth living was already lived.

Loneliness would not be that unbearable,
If the final glimmer of hope had not faded away.

The spring sun perhaps would not heat this much,
if life did not start again after every loss.

It would perhaps not be necessary to smoke before breakfast,
if a giant wave of longing did not challenge.

Maybe the thin waist would remain in memories,
if even the shameless tea was not given in a thin-waisted glass.

Sleeplessness would not ruin that badly right after short naps,
if the silk skin to touch was not that far away.

Even a jobless home could turn to paradise maybe,
if it was heated by a warm smile.

Poems with the taste of aged wine would not feel as poor,
if there was someone to whisper them to.

It would perhaps not be possible to believe that every love hides a separation deep inside,
if it did not have on its calling card the label 'first degree perpetrator of so many separations'.

Daisies would not really look down,
if they did not have their shares from your betrayal.

Coasts would not surrender to solitude,
if you did not try to console yourself with aimless strolls on your own faint coasts.

I will be alone after you go.
and I am not afraid of being alone,
but what if I want to hold your hands...

Yes sweetheart,
Who would miss the smell of the sweat inside your palms,
who would want to lie along your thin fingers,
if these eyes had not witnessed a splendid period in their past!!
Ciao

beautiful poetry guys.)

Merhaba Bursali and thanks for the compliment I acctually found the poem here now it is listed as a favorite of mine this site is my favorite 2.


CIAO